Monday, April 19, 2010
Something New Something old
Something old something new, but what if your stuck on your old, i want new and old and old and new, hmmmm its called confusion. Just like what you observe no one is perfect. But what if the old doesnt fit u and what if the new does but doesnt fit your old. Hmm
Thursday, January 21, 2010
After The Effect...
Wow, where to start. Well welcome for another session with me. Everything that comes to my head lol.
Where to start well first off Happy New Year to all reading!
Bringing in the New Year was fun. I spent it with Ben and other mutual friends at the local gay club. was tons of fun. I was a bit waisted and the after party was killer with all the new friends.
School just started yet another semester i think im slacking and i dont like it one bit. I have no on campus classes till March which im not very happy of. I have two online classes which is nothing. I love doing online classes works around my work schedule. So i can just come home read my chapters when i feel like it and do the assignments when needed. But i think i have utilized the whole online classes to its full extent there isnt any more after these two that i can take lol. I have just a few more classes to take then i can transfer but the closer i get the more lazy i get it seems. I have been thinking about where i want to transfer too. My old plan was to stay here in fresno and finish off. But im having second thoughts. I have applied to two Csu- Schools already and one of them well i really want to attend for obvious reasons. School is school.
Work on the other hand is always so wishy washy. Two years ago i was promoted as a auditor from shift supervisor which was i wanted to do. I work in retail btw in a pharmacy. Anyways i was promoted and did training for a year. I was promised a store after my year of training. Well it didnt work out how it was planned. So then last year i was promoted again to lead auditor which i thought to myself well im definately getting my new store lol. Well im still at the same store for four years already and im super not satisfied. I give my all to that dam store and this is how they repay me? I dont get it. Anyways enough of that before i get more upset lol.
I used to do resolutions for the year but i usually never go with them just all but like 2 months. But this year i cant say it will be different but i do have some lol. First one being, being more alert on people in my life. I tend to be very inviting into my life and be very nice, giving, and caring to people but it never fails people in there selfish ways tend to screw me over. I have a little group of good good friends that i can count on and for anything will be there not that many though and im happy with that. I have others that i have just met and we are building our friendships. Many people walk in to my life and walk right out. And i hated change but now to be honest it doesnt really affect me as much as it used to. I guess it just the part of maturity and becoming wiser.
Traveling, I plan to do a lot of traveling this year. So far this year i have went on a road trip. Me and Ben made a weekend in Pismo was freaken fun. We had a blast our first road trip together and many more to come. I love spending time with that guy its never a dull moment. We laughed so much and just enjoyed each others company. Its really nice to have someone to enjoy things like that with. So lots of traveling this year.
Well i just had a moodswing right now. So i'll let it end here. Dont want to blow things up on here well atleast not just yet lol.....
Thanks for reading ...
Always,
Edwin Alex
Where to start well first off Happy New Year to all reading!
Bringing in the New Year was fun. I spent it with Ben and other mutual friends at the local gay club. was tons of fun. I was a bit waisted and the after party was killer with all the new friends.
School just started yet another semester i think im slacking and i dont like it one bit. I have no on campus classes till March which im not very happy of. I have two online classes which is nothing. I love doing online classes works around my work schedule. So i can just come home read my chapters when i feel like it and do the assignments when needed. But i think i have utilized the whole online classes to its full extent there isnt any more after these two that i can take lol. I have just a few more classes to take then i can transfer but the closer i get the more lazy i get it seems. I have been thinking about where i want to transfer too. My old plan was to stay here in fresno and finish off. But im having second thoughts. I have applied to two Csu- Schools already and one of them well i really want to attend for obvious reasons. School is school.
Work on the other hand is always so wishy washy. Two years ago i was promoted as a auditor from shift supervisor which was i wanted to do. I work in retail btw in a pharmacy. Anyways i was promoted and did training for a year. I was promised a store after my year of training. Well it didnt work out how it was planned. So then last year i was promoted again to lead auditor which i thought to myself well im definately getting my new store lol. Well im still at the same store for four years already and im super not satisfied. I give my all to that dam store and this is how they repay me? I dont get it. Anyways enough of that before i get more upset lol.
I used to do resolutions for the year but i usually never go with them just all but like 2 months. But this year i cant say it will be different but i do have some lol. First one being, being more alert on people in my life. I tend to be very inviting into my life and be very nice, giving, and caring to people but it never fails people in there selfish ways tend to screw me over. I have a little group of good good friends that i can count on and for anything will be there not that many though and im happy with that. I have others that i have just met and we are building our friendships. Many people walk in to my life and walk right out. And i hated change but now to be honest it doesnt really affect me as much as it used to. I guess it just the part of maturity and becoming wiser.
Traveling, I plan to do a lot of traveling this year. So far this year i have went on a road trip. Me and Ben made a weekend in Pismo was freaken fun. We had a blast our first road trip together and many more to come. I love spending time with that guy its never a dull moment. We laughed so much and just enjoyed each others company. Its really nice to have someone to enjoy things like that with. So lots of traveling this year.
Well i just had a moodswing right now. So i'll let it end here. Dont want to blow things up on here well atleast not just yet lol.....
Thanks for reading ...
Always,
Edwin Alex
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